BULL VS. BULL

"I'm not fond of talking behind someone else's back. I drop bombs infront of them."

Okay, I don't know where and how to start but, I've stepped down to your level once. I have sparked the "ka-cheapan" already and I have no other choice but to end everthing this way.

There is this guy who recently broke up with my best friend. Well, I'm out of this. My concern here is my best friend.

Eross, you're such an asshole for leaving my friend clueless and weary-minded about what is really happening in your relationship. You didn't even bother to fix what is wrong or you could at least warned him. You just left and that's it. You never heard anything from me I'm sure, because I never said anything against you. Again, I'm out of this and my concern is indeed my best friend. We've been hearing bad words from you Eross, several times. Pero hindi namin yun pinaniwalaan, kasi as SOLAR, family tayo eh. And still we treated you well. Kasi kung tutuusin, circle of friends namin to eh, but we welcomed you to be part of it warm-heartedly. You should know that.

So here it goes. When I'm starting to see tweets, photos, shoutouts, and some other posts about his itineraries, where abouts, and stories of his new found friends, to be honest, as a friend, I was really offended. His posts were like "I'm here at ganyan." "I'm with ganito." "See you tomorrow hihi."  What the hell Eross. You know what man? If you really loved my friend, our friend, I believe that somehow there still a few concern left for what my friend might feel kapag nabasa niya ang lahat ng posts mo. If you're sensitive enough then you're not gonna post these things because you should know there is someone pained. So I started to tweet and post stuff about infidelity, trust issues, break ups, and whatsoever. Of course I make sure na mababasa niya lahat. Kapag online siya sa Twitter, sinasabayan ko ang mga tweets niya. My tweets were all positive, actually it's more on advice pa nga eh. Well to be honest, it's kinda "patama or parinig"  but I'm pretty sure na there's nothing wrong with that. Wala akong sinasabing masama, wala akong siniraang tao. It's up to him kung sasaluhin niya lahat nang yun which is dapat naman talaga dahil para sa kanya yun.

Eto na, Kat and I had a short convo over the phone. According to her, Eross just said na hindi na lang niya pinapansin yung mga patama coming from us kasi parang mga wala daw pinag-aralan.

I was like:

"WOW PARE! NAHIYA NAMAN AKO SA DEGREE NA TINAPOS MO! NAKAKAHIYA RIN SA ACADEMIC PERFORMANCE MO DIBA!? DAMN! WALA KA PA NANG ISANG BUWAN NA COLLEGE GRADUATE EH, NAKAKAHIYA GRABE! IKAW NA! THE BEST KA! PALUNOK KO SAYO YANG DIPLOMA MO EH!"

It's not really good to hear those words from him you know. These are my following reasons:

• First, yes nakakapag-throw ako ng words against him via Twitter pero inuulit ko, I NEVER USED FOUL WORDS.
• Second, I'm confident to say that I'm smarter than that scumbag.
• Third and last, college graduate ka nga, ASSHOLE KA NAMAN. Nasaan ngayon ang pinag-aralan mo?

Geez! I can't believe I'm typing this now! That I'm actually paying time on you. Like, binababa ko na ang sarili ko sa lebel mo, my goodness! Pero okay lang, I'm enjoying the fight and I thank you for this!

So what I did right after ko malaman yung sinabi ni Eross is nag-shoutout ako sa Facebook. Hindi ko pwedeng palampasin yung sinabi niyang yun eh. Dahil nakakahiya talaga sa kanya. I said:

"Ako'y nahihiya ng sobra sa kanya. Ang disente niya kasing tao. Lagi siyang naghuhubad sa picture ng walang dahilan at nag-aadd ng kung sino-sino ring nakahubad. Tapos sasabihan niya akong walang pinag-aralan. At least my class at breeding ako, ikaw? College graduate pero meron ba? Kape-kape rin pare."

Haha mean ba? Take note, this status reached 40+ thumbs up and still counting. At marami ring nakahula kung sino ba ang tinutukoy ko. So this simply means na this is so you Eross haha! Now I'm starting to be really mean.

Without even dropping his name, I know and I felt na sobrang natamaan siya. Which is good. Hindi nagpatalo si Eross at nagpost din siya ng patama against me. He said:

"For sure may reaction paper nanaman dito hahaha natawa ako sa sabi ng friend ko sakin "OKAY NAMAN MEJO DARING ATLEAST TOTOO YUNG PINAPAKITA DI PURO EDITED NAKAKA DISSAPOINT DAW SA PERSONAL HAHAHAHA"  XETTT HAHAHA"

Alright, I'm not gonna answer this one just because I'm gulity. I am just a hundred and one percent sure na ako ang gusto niya patamaan because obviously it's an indirect reply to my post. Eross, please tell your friend na hindi siya true friend sayo. You know why? Kasi your photos are not daring, kasi when you say daring it should be HOT, SEXY, and SEDUCTIVE. Yours are just PLAIN CHEAP. More on pornographic tabloids nga yung dating ng mga pictures mo eh, seriously. In other words "bastusin"  not daring. And one more thing kung maghuhubad ka, make sure na yummy ka. Feeling mo kasi hot commodity ka eh.

And I dare your friend na i-post ang mga edited pictures ko. Go! Your statements are based on your ignorance Eross, para sa kaalaman niyo ng kakampi mo, all photos are dumadaan sa standard post processing. At nasa field ako ng theater and entertainment so what do you expect? Raw pictures? Syempre hindi mo yun alam kasi I'm sure wala ka namang alam sa mga ganung technical terms. At may mga tao talagang likas na photogenic and I'm blessed to be one of them. Kaya siguro iba ang image ko sa picture compared sa personal. Siguro naman familiar kayo ng kakampi mo sa word na photogenic no? And speaking of kakampi, haha talagang humanap ka pa ng kakampi ah? Kailangan yung status mo based sa opinion ng so-called friend mo? I pity you boy! It only shows na hindi mo ako kaya mag-isa. Kawawa ka naman. Gayahin mo ako oh, I'm brave enough to stand on my own words.

Eto pa, for your information, "at least"  is actually two words, not "atleast". And single S po at double P ang "disappoint"  hindi "DISSAPOINT" . Hahaha ano ba yan! College graduate ka diba? Tapos wala akong pinag-aralan diba according to you. Patunayan mo naman bro! Huwag mo ipahiya sarili mo LOL! Ilang words laman ng word bank mo? Hahaha! Enhance your vocabulary pare. Kulang ka na nga sa form wala ka pang substance. Haaay Eross.

P.S.

Bago mo i-broadcast na disappointing ako sa personal, ituwid mo muna yang sakang mong legs at ipaayos mo yang ilong mongl hindi pantay ang butas. Perfect ka eh.

I am not being rude. I just say things as they are. TRUTH HURTS you know.

SA LIKOD NG MGA ALON. (Behind The Waves)

(This is my 4th poem.)

Nakatanim ang mga paa sa dalampasigan,

hinihintay ang pagbati ng bukang liwayway.

Umaasang kasabay sa pagsikat ng araw ay naroon ka,

nagbabalik.

Pilit tinatanaw ang pinakamalayong kayang abutin

ng tingin,

ngunit wala ka.

Bawat paghalik ng maliliit na alon sa aking mga paa’y

nanunumbalik ang ala-ala ng nakaraan.

Umagos ang karagatan sa aking mga mata.

Pinaalat ng luha ang tamis sa aking ngiti nang

maalala ka.

Pagkat sa likod ng mga alon,

ay tiyak akong naroon ka.

Pilit na lumalayo sa akin.

Sa likod ng mga alon,

kasabay ng muling paghimbing ng araw,

naroon ako,

naghihintay.

10 Messages from God.

1. QUIT WORRYING:

Life has dealt you a blow and all you do is sit and worry. Have you forgotten that I am here to take all your burdens and carry them for you? Or do you just enjoy fretting over every little thing that comes your way?

2. PUT IT ON THE LIST:

Something needs done or taken care of. Put it on the list. No, not YOUR list. Put it on MY to-do-list. Let ME be the one to take care of the problem. I can’t help you until you turn it over to Me. And although My to-do-list is long, I am after all, God. I can take care of anything you put into My hands. In fact, if the truth were ever really known, I take care of a lot of things for you that you never even realize.

3. TRUST ME:

Once you’ve given your burdens to Me, quit trying to take them back. Trust in Me. Have the faith that I will take care of all your needs, your problems and your trials. Problems with the kids? Put them on My list. Problem with finances? Put it on My list. Problems with your emotional roller coaster? For My sake, put it on My list. I want to help you. All you have to do is ask.

4. LEAVE IT ALONE:

Don’t wake up one morning and say, “Well, I’m feeling much stronger now, I think I can handle it from here.” Why do you think you are feeling stronger now? It’s simple. You gave Me your burdens and I’m taking care of them. I also renew your strength and cover you in my peace. Don’t you know that if I give you these problems back, you will be right back where you started? Leave them with Me and forget about them. Just let Me do my job.

5. TALK TO ME:

I want you to forget a lot of things. Forget what was making you crazy. Forget the worry and the fretting because you know I’m in control. But there’s one thing I pray you never forget. Please, don’t forget to talk to Me - OFTEN! I love YOU! I want to hear your voice. I want you to include Me in on the things going on in your life. I want to hear you talk about your friends and family. Prayer is simply you having a conversation with Me. I want to be your dearest friend.

6. HAVE FAITH:

I see a lot of things from up here that you can’t see from where you are. Have faith in Me that I know what I’m doing. Trust Me; you wouldn’t want the view from My eyes. I will continue to care for you, watch over you, and meet your needs. You only have to trust Me. Although I have a much bigger task than you, it seems as if you have so much trouble just doing your simple part. How hard can trust be?

7. SHARE:

You were taught to share when you were only two years old. When did you forget? That rule still applies. Share with those who are less fortunate than you. Share your joy with those who need encouragement. Share your laughter with those who haven’t heard any in such a long time. Share your tears with those who have forgotten how to cry. Share your faith with those who have none.

8. BE PATIENT:

I managed to fix it so in just one lifetime you could have so many diverse experiences. You grow from a child to an adult, have children, change jobs many times, learn many trades, travel to so many places, meet thousands of people, and experience so much. How can you be so impatient then when it takes Me a little longer than you expect to handle something on My to-do-list? Trust in My timing, for My timing is perfect. Just because I created the entire universe in only six days, everyone thinks I should always rush, rush, and rush.

9. BE KIND:

Be kind to others, for I love them just as much as I love you. They may not dress like you, or talk like you, or live the same way you do, but I still love you all. Please try to get along, for My sake. I created each of you different in some way. It would be too boring if you were all identical. Please, know I love each of your differences.

10. LOVE YOURSELF:

As much as I love you, how can you not love yourself? You were created by me for one reason only — to be loved, and to love in return. I am a God of Love. Love Me. Love your neighbors. But also love yourself. It makes My heart ache when I see you so angry with yourself when things go wrong. You are very precious to me, Don’t ever forget that.

Un pedazo de mi corazón.

"A young  man learns, in time, that giving and loving require us to take chances."

One day a young man was standing at the middle of the town, proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd had gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen! The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.

Suddenly, an old man appeared before the crowd and said, "Why, your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine."

The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but it was full of scars. It had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing.

The people stared. How can he say his heart is more beautiful they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart. He saw its condition and laughed. "You must be joking,"  he said. "Compare your heart with mine. Mine is perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears."

"Yes," said the old man. "yours is perfect looking but I would never trade with you. You see, every scar represents a person to whom I have given my love. I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them, and often they give me a piece of their heart that fits into the empty place in my heart. but because the pieces aren't exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared."

"Sometimes I gave away a piece of my heart, and the other person did not return a piece of this to me. This is why my heart has empty gouges. Giving and loving also require us to take chances. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people. I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting."

"So now, do you see what true beauty is?"

The young man stood silently with tears running down his cheeks. He walked up to the old man, reaches into his perfectly young and beautiful heart, and ripped out a piece. He offered it to the old man with trembling hands. The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart, and then took a piece from his old scarred heart and placed it in the wound in the young man's heart. It fit, but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges.

The young man looked at his heart, not perfect anymore but more beautiful then ever, since love from the old man's heart flowed into his.

A PIECE OF MY HEART.

-Author Unknown

Tsubomi (Blossoming Flower).

 (This is an English version of Tsubomi, one of my favorite Japanese song sung by KobuKuro.)

If someone with a smiling face covered in sweat sheds tears
No one will notice it

That’s why I’m not aware of your tears.

You’ve given me a gentle light burning bright in my heart
That will never go out, it’s proof of an unreasonable love.

Even as you stood in the soft sunlight
And I uttered a few words from behind
I must have, must have, must have known this day would come.

The bud that’s about to vanish and bloom is waiting for me again this year
Petals you can’t grab in the palm of your hand floated in the wind
And came to a rest on your still shoulders
I recall when you smiled for me while not letting them fall off
All by myself.

Within the valleys of buildings, buried dreams will bud someday
And produce blooming flowers, your dreams didn’t pick where they bloomed.

We’re all silhouettes who’ve fallen into this city, searching for a light
In spite of all the time we’ve spent
There has to be, has to be, has to be a day when we’ll overcome it.

 

The railroad path is free of wind, the beautiful May sky is blue and lonesome
Motionless scattered clouds have always floated up there
It seems like I have no place to go back to
Tears fall and glisten in the whispering wind.

Like you, as each petal’s about to fall another one opens up
Placing silent words of encouragement into my clenched hands every time.

The bud that’s about to vanish and bloom is waiting for me again this year
Even now, I still cannot grab hold of the dream we had
I stop and search in the sky
For a bud that will gently open for me like a smiling face.

Testimonial from Gerald Santiago.

Yow! Haha kamusta? Ayan na ha?

Yung pinag-usapan natin na testi eto na! Wee!

Bro, miss na kita, kasi dati diba? Tayo-tayo lagi magkakasama.
Haaay eversince naman di ba? Mula nung nalipat ka sa section namin. “Namin.” Haha JOKE lang.
Ang saya nga nun eh, kasi diba CRUSH ka daw ng bayan and then now barkada na kita. At eto pa ang malupit! Nung nabuo ang ANGEIMIFAYELARISH! Hahahaha!

Nako bro kahi na minsan nagkakatampuhan tayo, at the end of the day or week,

Bati na tayo ulit, ayos na tayo ulit. Mahirap na, cute kasi tayo eh. [feeling amp]

Pero talaga bro, you’re one of my coolest friend. Kasama sa lahat ng kalokohan. Wahaha diba tinulungan mo pa ako nun kay “Beh” yun nga lang, hindi tayo pinalad eh.
Tapos ikaw naman, tapos ganun din ang nangyari. Well pareho yata tayo ng kapalaran. OA na hehe.

Eto pa malupit, naaalala mo noon? Palagi tayo na kela Minel after exams? Nanonood tayo ng “XXX”? Akala ko dati wholesome ka bro, may tinatagong kalibugan din pala to. [Sorry sa term. Natatawa ako kapag naaalala ko eh hehehe.]

Huwag na i-deny ha? Ikaw pa nga nagbigay ng pamasahe kay Anthony para maka-uwi sa bahay nila para maka kuha ng VCD hahaha! Haay, sana high school na lang tayo palagi.

Naalala mo pa yung sa gate? Yung kay kuya guard? Yung napahiya ako tapos bumalik na lang ako pero di ko pinahalata.? Sana alam mo pa yun. Pinagtawanan niyo ako nun eh. (Saya ko nun, kasi sabi niyo NATURAL YUNG PAGPAPATAWA KO.)

Tapos yung mga sayaw2x pa natin! Kahit folk dance lang kaya ng powers ko pati cheerdance pinatos ko na! Kaya yun! Champion tayo, 3x in a row!

Nga pala IDOL, huwag ka makakalimot ha? [showbiz amp.] Hoy, tuloy pa ba yung plano naten mag negosyo?
Naalala ko noon may drawing pa tayo, Bandang The Fort pa nga tayo magtatatayo. Hehe tapos nag-aapply agad si Dang bilang waitress hahaha! Haay di na tayo nagkakasama masyado eh, pakshit kasi sched ko panggabi.

Haay bilis no? Basta bro, wag ka magbabago, mabait ka alam ko.  Di ka gagawa ng masama, kung gagawa ka, isama mo ako. Joke.

Ingat palagi ha? Dito lang ako kapag may problema ka.

Kahit pera pa yan. [akala mu mapera eh]
Stay the same pre. Text2x na lang for updates!
Wee!

Take care and God bless.

+OYE

Testimonial from Irish Tongohan.

“I've known you for so long you are a friend of mine...”

Musta naman yun? MEYEGEY.
I really appreciated the lesson.
Thanks for the concern.
Miss you PARE!

Well well well,
sa pagkakakilala ko dito sa taong ito,

Si MICOE lang naman yung:

*sobra pag naging moody (humahaba lalo ang mahaba ang nguso)
*napaka-manggagalit (as in hindi titigil hanggat hindi umiiyak ang ginagalit)
*napapakahilig mangiliti
*mangurot ng bilbil (kahit walang bilbil ang kinukurot parang ako)
*ipakain mo na lahat (kahit kahoy) 
except
-taba
-marshmallow
-basta lahat ng malambot

(pero wag ka may Gummybear yan)

Teka hindi lang panay ganyan itong taong to.
Hanga ako dito.
*pagsumayaw (chickboy... igiling please please igiling)
*napaka-artistic and creative
*hindi ito maarte (walang pinipling lugar na tutulugan)
*Foodtrip kahit saan kahit bawal (pano may skin allergies)
*maporma (may sense of style)

Hehe ayan ha? Ingat palagi!

(low tone)

“KAILANGAN KO’Y IKAW, DITO SA PILING KO. HOOOOOOOO peace!”


Source: http://profiles.friendster.com/micoe