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Sunday, June 10, 2012

BULL VS. BULL


"I'm not fond of talking behind someone else's back. I drop bombs infront of them."

Okay, I don't know where and how to start but, I've stepped down to your level once. I have sparked the "ka-cheapan" already and I have no other choice but to end everthing this way.

There is this guy who recently broke up with my best friend. Well, I'm out of this. My concern here is my best friend.

Eross, you're such an asshole for leaving my friend clueless and weary-minded about what is really happening in your relationship. You didn't even bother to fix what is wrong or you could at least warned him. You just left and that's it. You never heard anything from me I'm sure, because I never said anything against you. Again, I'm out of this and my concern is indeed my best friend. We've been hearing bad words from you Eross, several times. Pero hindi namin yun pinaniwalaan, kasi as SOLAR, family tayo eh. And still we treated you well. Kasi kung tutuusin, circle of friends namin to eh, but we welcomed you to be part of it warm-heartedly. You should know that.

So here it goes. When I'm starting to see tweets, photos, shoutouts, and some other posts about his itineraries, where abouts, and stories of his new found friends, to be honest, as a friend, I was really offended. His posts were like "I'm here at ganyan." "I'm with ganito." "See you tomorrow hihi."  What the hell Eross. You know what man? If you really loved my friend, our friend, I believe that somehow there still a few concern left for what my friend might feel kapag nabasa niya ang lahat ng posts mo. If you're sensitive enough then you're not gonna post these things because you should know there is someone pained. So I started to tweet and post stuff about infidelity, trust issues, break ups, and whatsoever. Of course I make sure na mababasa niya lahat. Kapag online siya sa Twitter, sinasabayan ko ang mga tweets niya. My tweets were all positive, actually it's more on advice pa nga eh. Well to be honest, it's kinda "patama or parinig"  but I'm pretty sure na there's nothing wrong with that. Wala akong sinasabing masama, wala akong siniraang tao. It's up to him kung sasaluhin niya lahat nang yun which is dapat naman talaga dahil para sa kanya yun.

Eto na, Kat and I had a short convo over the phone. According to her, Eross just said na hindi na lang niya pinapansin yung mga patama coming from us kasi parang mga wala daw pinag-aralan.

I was like:
"WOW PARE! NAHIYA NAMAN AKO SA DEGREE NA TINAPOS MO! NAKAKAHIYA RIN SA ACADEMIC PERFORMANCE MO DIBA!? DAMN! WALA KA PA NANG ISANG BUWAN NA COLLEGE GRADUATE EH, NAKAKAHIYA GRABE! IKAW NA! THE BEST KA! PALUNOK KO SAYO YANG DIPLOMA MO EH!"

It's not really good to hear those words from him you know. These are my following reasons:
  • First, yes nakakapag-throw ako ng words against him via Twitter pero inuulit ko, I NEVER USED FOUL WORDS.
  • Second, I'm confident to say that I'm smarter than that scumbag.
  • Third and last, college graduate ka nga, ASSHOLE KA NAMAN. Nasaan ngayon ang pinag-aralan mo?
Geez! I can't believe I'm typing this now! That I'm actually paying time on you. Like, binababa ko na ang sarili ko sa lebel mo, my goodness! Pero okay lang, I'm enjoying the fight and I thank you for this!

So what I did right after ko malaman yung sinabi ni Eross is nag-shoutout ako sa Facebook. Hindi ko pwedeng palampasin yung sinabi niyang yun eh. Dahil nakakahiya talaga sa kanya. I said:

"Ako'y nahihiya ng sobra sa kanya. Ang disente niya kasing tao. Lagi siyang naghuhubad sa picture ng walang dahilan at nag-aadd ng kung sino-sino ring nakahubad. Tapos sasabihan niya akong walang pinag-aralan. At least my class at breeding ako, ikaw? College graduate pero meron ba? Kape-kape rin pare."

Haha mean ba? Take note, this status reached 40+ thumbs up and still counting. At marami ring nakahula kung sino ba ang tinutukoy ko. So this simply means na this is so you Eross haha! Now I'm starting to be really mean.

Without even dropping his name, I know and I felt na sobrang natamaan siya. Which is good. Hindi nagpatalo si Eross at nagpost din siya ng patama against me. He said:

"For sure may reaction paper nanaman dito hahaha natawa ako sa sabi ng friend ko sakin "OKAY NAMAN MEJO DARING ATLEAST TOTOO YUNG PINAPAKITA DI PURO EDITED NAKAKA DISSAPOINT DAW SA PERSONAL HAHAHAHA"  XETTT HAHAHA"

Alright, I'm not gonna answer this one just because I'm gulity. I am just a hundred and one percent sure na ako ang gusto niya patamaan because obviously it's an indirect reply to my post. Eross, please tell your friend na hindi siya true friend sayo. You know why? Kasi your photos are not daring, kasi when you say daring it should be HOT, SEXY, and SEDUCTIVE. Yours are just PLAIN CHEAP. More on pornographic tabloids nga yung dating ng mga pictures mo eh, seriously. In other words "bastusin"  not daring. And one more thing kung maghuhubad ka, make sure na yummy ka. Feeling mo kasi hot commodity ka eh.

And I dare your friend na i-post ang mga edited pictures ko. Go! Your statements are based on your ignorance Eross, para sa kaalaman niyo ng kakampi mo, all photos are dumadaan sa standard post processing. At nasa field ako ng theater and entertainment so what do you expect? Raw pictures? Syempre hindi mo yun alam kasi I'm sure wala ka namang alam sa mga ganung technical terms. At may mga tao talagang likas na photogenic and I'm blessed to be one of them. Kaya siguro iba ang image ko sa picture compared sa personal. Siguro naman familiar kayo ng kakampi mo sa word na photogenic no? And speaking of kakampi, haha talagang humanap ka pa ng kakampi ah? Kailangan yung status mo based sa opinion ng so-called friend mo? I pity you boy! It only shows na hindi mo ako kaya mag-isa. Kawawa ka naman. Gayahin mo ako oh, I'm brave enough to stand on my own words.

Eto pa, for your information, "at least"  is actually two words, not "atleast". And single S po at double P ang "disappoint"  hindi "DISSAPOINT" . Hahaha ano ba yan! College graduate ka diba? Tapos wala akong pinag-aralan diba according to you. Patunayan mo naman bro! Huwag mo ipahiya sarili mo LOL! Ilang words laman ng word bank mo? Hahaha! Enhance your vocabulary pare. Kulang ka na nga sa form wala ka pang substance. Haaay Eross.



P.S.
Bago mo i-broadcast na disappointing ako sa personal, ituwid mo muna yang sakang mong legs at ipaayos mo yang ilong mongl hindi pantay ang butas. Perfect ka eh.

I am not being rude. I just say things as they are. TRUTH HURTS you know.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

SA LIKOD NG MGA ALON. (Behind The Waves)



(This is my 4th poem.)

Nakatanim ang mga paa sa dalampasigan,
hinihintay ang pagbati ng bukang liwayway.
Umaasang kasabay sa pagsikat ng araw ay naroon ka,
nagbabalik.
Pilit tinatanaw ang pinakamalayong kayang abutin
ng tingin,
ngunit wala ka.
Bawat paghalik ng maliliit na alon sa aking mga paa’y
nanunumbalik ang ala-ala ng nakaraan.
Umagos ang karagatan sa aking mga mata.
Pinaalat ng luha ang tamis sa aking ngiti nang
maalala ka.
Pagkat sa likod ng mga alon,
ay tiyak akong naroon ka.
Pilit na lumalayo sa akin.
Sa likod ng mga alon,
kasabay ng muling paghimbing ng araw,
naroon ako,
naghihintay.